Saturday, November 6, 2010 ♥
Heyy. Yeah . I'm back, after a long long break.
It's been a long while since I last blogged, but I've been kind of lazy and a lot of things have happened lately. My chinese -- failed and there's like, a lot of homework to do.
Up till now, I've completed all the news but the other homework, HEAVEN NOPE !
CCA @ SPANS was truly awesome :D We got the whole court to ourselves, which is situated next to a gym, and with speakers that play AWESOME music. :DD WHEE ~ Maybe it's not bad afterall. And after each training, all of us most of us, went to eat lunch. LOL! The last time, we spent like, 1.5h in the toilet. Hehh -- the steam bath :> Got CCA on Monday soon. Washed my kneepads, spent like freaking long. Ughh .
Tuesday need to return to school for the shaonianwenzhai stuff. Total waste of time. But it's compulsory. Oh wells. One week has passed and I've not done any work at all. How awesome is that..
Keep spammin fb homepage, DARRENTAN stop doing all those idiotic quizzes and spamming my homepage. RAWRR . Long time no maple.. Stuff going on b/w all of us, it's going sour and that kind of suck. Yeahh . Sighh, wonder if it'll get better.
A better tomorrow . xD
Saturday, October 9, 2010 ♥
Gosh. I feel so tired. So tired..
Somehow, feel like I can make it, yet I can't.
What should I do? All I'm allowed to do is revise, can't go out, can't do whatever crap.
There's only maths, and im supposed to revise. Hello. Maths. ._.
Everyone's thinking of where to go out. But now, I'm like only left with the choices revising. After exams I can't even go out to Safra. Crap.
Life sux. AND JUST STUPIDLY STOP ROLLING DOWN.
Sunday, October 3, 2010 ♥
Oh . My . God .
It feels terrible. To be in this situation, where you just feel so hopeless, like. everything is just coming down at you and there's not place for you to hide at all. Time is running out, things are still not prepared, and .. you are not there. It just feels like this, like we, all of us together, are not supportive and I am just left standing there, while all of you face your life. Trying very hard to do all I can, but it just seems impossible. Where's hope when I need it? Where's my mugging-ness when I need it? And..
Where are all of you when I need you?
Right now, I just feel like an empty shell, a body that is souless, a soul that went somewhere far far away.. A soul that I can't find. A feeling that I can't get back. A life that I'm losing. I don't know how to get out of this situation I got for myself. I promised myself I would do all I could. That I will do my very best. And..
I broke that promise to myself. I did my best, but, I did not do all I could. Time is just rushing by me, without giving me any chance to blink. Not even once. I'm still trying my best.. But I can feel it. Losing. Giving up. Feeling hopeless.
Sorry to that special you. For what happened. Really sorry, I don't mean it. Don't mean it..
Thursday, September 16, 2010 ♥
LALALALALALALA!
YAYNESS! Ahem..
I shall be lazy to do the letters thing. :D YAY!
Okay. I'm OKAY! WHEEE! YEAH!
BYEBYE! =D ;D
泰迪熊 ♥
Wednesday, September 15, 2010 ♥
You are the one who chose to let me go. Yes you. Now, you are like.. ignoring me or what. You know what? You used to be a nice person, a fun person. But now, nahh. It changed. We don't talk at all. Not at all. Not even when we meet. I'm still like trying to figure out what happened and stuff. I don't know what went wrong you know. I really don't know. I don't even know if the problem lies in me.
I don't get why you're so upset when I forgot about something for one day. And for the whole day we don't talk except for the thing you're upset with. It's making me feel bad. Now. I don't trust anyone. I just play and mix around, never treating ppl seriously. And guess what?
Because of you, I have nth left in school. I don't really have a fixed or rather trustable friend I can talk to now about what my troubles are. Because. I know that they will reach you somehow. I tried doing my best in my studies, mugging here and there. But it's sad. Look at how much that decreased. From 200++ to only 100+ in a week. Why, cos I don't have a friend I keep talking to. People are forever surrounding you, you don't know how I feel. This, I can bet 100%. When you're feeling low. Come on, don't be such a -bee- and look around you. See how many people ask if you're okay. There's a lot. You probably don't get how I feel. But whatever. I don't give a damn anymore. If you don't care, why should I man? Waste of time. -.-
泰迪熊 ♥ Right now. I'm just an empty shell.
I don't get why you're so upset when I forgot about something for one day. And for the whole day we don't talk except for the thing you're upset with. It's making me feel bad. Now. I don't trust anyone. I just play and mix around, never treating ppl seriously. And guess what?
Because of you, I have nth left in school. I don't really have a fixed or rather trustable friend I can talk to now about what my troubles are. Because. I know that they will reach you somehow. I tried doing my best in my studies, mugging here and there. But it's sad. Look at how much that decreased. From 200++ to only 100+ in a week. Why, cos I don't have a friend I keep talking to. People are forever surrounding you, you don't know how I feel. This, I can bet 100%. When you're feeling low. Come on, don't be such a -bee- and look around you. See how many people ask if you're okay. There's a lot. You probably don't get how I feel. But whatever. I don't give a damn anymore. If you don't care, why should I man? Waste of time. -.-
泰迪熊 ♥ Right now. I'm just an empty shell.
BaoXuan ♥
♥ The Lover.
Tan Bao Xuan
Xuan/Bao Xuan is known to most people.
One year older on every April 30th!
Ex-unitian--1A,2A,3C,4A,5A,6A
Current Rv-ian--1L
A very random & lame girl who
is a CrazyLover of DooDoo ♥
Tied down to Volleyball & was assigned
to a wonderful class - One El.
Music is definitely part of her.
Singing is her passion. NOT
Take an U.F.O to visit me (:
Stairs to UFO
& there you go!
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strike & underline it (:
Xuan/Bao Xuan is known to most people.
One year older on every April 30th!
Ex-unitian--1A,2A,3C,4A,5A,6A
Current Rv-ian--1L
A very random & lame girl who
is a CrazyLover of DooDoo ♥
Tied down to Volleyball & was assigned
to a wonderful class - One El.
Music is definitely part of her.
Singing is her passion. NOT
Take an U.F.O to visit me (:
Stairs to UFO
& there you go!
You can bold, italic,
Entertainment ♥
♥ Music
Music here!--next time barhs
Footprints ♥
♥ Speakings
Adores ♥
♥ Loves
Girlfriends
is what she adores most.
They are her SuperGirlf.
DooDoo
Hugs from me and visit from *Angels* makes it go crazy
(So cute!)
Shopping sprees
with her girlfriends are times when they
can crap together.
Homework-free
When teachers are so kind. or
when she completes all.
Chocolates
Especially bitter ones..
One El
is her choice.
One El FTW1 (:
Yearns ♥
♥ i want
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- Ipod!
- New handphone =]
- Hoodie~
- More successful class outings ♥
- More squeezies aka luxstars outing!
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Tammy
Zhen Ming
Jieling
Abinaya
Wen Xia
Kelly
Ya Jing
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ZY
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